HELLO, THERE!

A mere university student whom trying her best to pass with marvelous score. You'll find her in multiple pen-names, such as: zaraarius (this one is used for her writing purposes), tsubaki/椿 and shancha/山茶 (these are used for her gaming purposes). Mobile and PC player. Not a metaslave but love to showcase her gameplay and character build. Note from her: don't call me by the last syllable of my name unless we're close enough and/or I give you mutual agreement. Za/Zar is preferable.Aside form playing games, she loves to read (books, webtoon, manga, manhwa, fanwork), watch movies (cartoon, anime, K-J-C-dramas), cook (food or argument), write (poems, original story, fan-fiction), listen to music (mainly vocaloid and K-J-Pop, but not limited to one specific artist), and anything else she has hyperfixated on. She loves to simp for fictional characters, too!P.S.: if you witness her watching VCT stream on her discord status, it's either she's trying to sleep or trying to distract herself from unpleasant thoughts. Pretty sure this thing has no correlation but valorant streams do cure her insomnia and distract her from a sudden overthinking #tmi. she supports Alter Ego, Boom Esports, and Riddle Order for VCT, and RRQ Hoshi for MPL.

Genshin Impact : She mains Xiao, Klee, Ayato, and Lyney (on going build). Flexible parties and sadly didn't even pass spiral abyss. Loving Xiao, Kazuha, Albedo. For ships, she's into Huxiao, Kazuyaka, Wriorinde, etc. In genshin, she deeply into platonic relationships such as Albedo-Klee, Lyney-Lynette, Kazuha-Heizou,Raiden-Scaramouche-Nahida, etc.Honkai Star Rail : She mains Robin and Topaz. Loving Blade, Topaz, Robin, Sunday. Not mainly into ships but she loves Robinhill, Yanli, and Feiqiu. She also deeply into platonic relationships such as Jade-Topaz, Robin-Sunday, Astral Family, etc.Zenless Zone Zero : She mains Miyabi. She loves Jane, Wise, Miyabi, Harumasa and deeply in love with Janeseth and Miyamasa.Project Sekai : She loves Vivid Bad Squad and Wonderlands x Showtime, mainly loving Emu, Rui, and Akito. She also loves KAITO, Megurine Luka, and Kagamine Len-Kagamine RinMobile Legends: She mains Angela, Mathilda, and Ruby. Her main role is roamer and sometimes playing on mid lane and exp lane. She loves Cecilion, Arlott, Aamon, Suyou. Not really into ships in MLBB but she finds Zhuyou cute.Honor of Kings : She mains Dyadia and Loong. Her main role is roamer and sometimes playing on farm lane. She loves Lan (love of her life!), Augran, Loong. She's deeply in love with Sun Ce x Da Qiao and Augran x Dyadia.Love and Deepspace: She loves Zayne so damn much, if Zayne is a manifestation of person in real life, she'd marry him.Valorant: She's a professional whiffer (playing for giggles and chit-chat with friends only). Mainly use Sage or Clove. She loves Jett, Sage, Omen, and Iso. Currently hyperfixating on Omensage (MY PARENTS), Jettsage, and Isojett

She's easy going and wants to befriend with anyone (preferably in the same age or older than her) regardless the race, gender, religion, and orientation, but there are boundaries to be respected. Note from her: I'll do a HARD BLOCK in any of my social media if you're doing one or some of this criteria:- supporting genocides and side eyeing boycott (your tersier needs doesn't even equal with someone's life)
- spamming for unnecessary things (asking my personal info, pushing me to the edge even after I said no, etc)
- overly demanding and don't have activities outside games (I have life and priorities to be focused on)
- hang me on uncertainties (tell me what do you want instead of keeping me waiting. we're adults, not teenagers.)
- sending nudes and inappropriate pictures (go fuck yourself you brainless moron)
- call me "cil" or "dek" (except my sisters. you're not gonna look edgy by saying this, anyway. Get out of my way)
- Threating my closest ones (the one you deal is me. face me like a gentleman, coward)
- Can't differentiate between fiction and reality (better you learn more about boundaries)
- Hate my favs in a serious tone (why do you befriend with me at the first place?)
- Feelings Yakuza (stay away, you narcissistic)
- Problematic, freak (in a negative way), and tends to bring unnecessary discourses (if you keep pushing influencer's businesses, shipping over real people too much, etc. get a life.)
- Fufufafa supporter (in any perspective, he's not even make sense. If you're fufufafa hater, we're automatically befriend)